Sometimes I want to write here every day. When my brain is full to the brim, bursting with news or stuff to share, I want to write here every day. If I had the discipline to harness all of my inspiration this blog would be published eight times per day, so isn’t it lucky that I’m lazy and easily distracted instead?
And then there are other times when I don’t want to write here for weeks on end. Sometimes I just get sick of my own ‘voice’ and just want to spend my time reading other peoples’ stories and filling up on their energy. Sometimes life is busy to the extreme and I can’t find time to write. And other times, like right now, it just means that I’ve needed to live for a while without writing about it.
I never stop thinking of this place though, even if I’m not saying much.
Drinking: my day looks something like this: COFFEE! WATER! Cooooooffee. waterwaterwaterwaterwater, waterwaterwater.
Reading: a few new blogs that I’ve come across lately (Don’t Lick the Ferrets and Young House Love) and old favourites too (like Foxs Lane, Elise Blaha Cripe and Joie Butter)
Wanting: a couple of long weekends to fill with painting and hobbies.
Looking: at the “before” photo of my bathroom, which is being retiled over the next 10 days.
Playing: lots of Animal Crossing. (Hey nerds, let’s swap friend codes – yes?)
Wasting: valuable sleep time by driving to the gym at 5.30am just so that I can shower. Why do bad things happen to good people?!
Sewing: nothing yet, but I’m tempted to break out my Gran’s sewing machine for the first time this weekend. Wherever she is now, I hope she can’t hear the swearing that will undoubtedly ensue.
Wishing: I owned my own house. Especially right now, when we seem to have so little control over what’s happening in our home.
Enjoying: these sunny, wintery days.
Waiting: to find out whether my dog has nerve damage in his eye from last week’s operation. Fingers crossed it’s something less serious.
Liking: last night’s Offspring finale, and the return of Breaking Bad. (Mr White, what have you done?!)
Wondering: which thing to tackle on my “to do” list after I publish this post.
Loving: my gorgeous friends - especially J, who never stops amazing me with her intuition and unprompted support.
Hoping: that the media doesn’t win our federal election next month, because holy crap is there some unethical “reporting” happening here right now.
Marvelling: at my new robot vacuum, aka love of my life. I think I’d better write a post about this thing.
Needing: to put a big chunk of my 101 Things in 1001 Days list behind me because I am way behind schedule.
Smelling: my neighbours’ wood fires every night in these last weeks of winter.
Wearing: the same five outfits over and over, because thanks to a water-damaged wall we have no wardrobe. It’s pretty great*.
Following: the recent surge in the marriage equality debate with interest. I feel like Australia is finally on the brink of change.
Noticing: that the days are starting to get longer.
Knowing: that my sky high black patent heels aren’t very good for me, but wearing them anyway because phwoar!
Thinking: about painting, and why I haven’t been doing much of that. (Answer: too many hobbies)
Bookmarking: photos of trees, hands and faces so that I can paint them someday soon.
Opening: my new RSS reader every morning while I have my first coffee (I’m using a paid version of NewsBlur right now, which is just okay, but FeedSpot is showing a lot of potential as a replacement for Google Reader)
Giggling: about the ridiculous rainbow layer cake that I made last weekend. If you follow me on social media you’ll be way too familiar with the result, since I Instaspammed the whole thing. Sorry guys.
Feeling: Everything. Seriously… and perhaps that’s why I’ve had trouble quieting my brain for long enough to write lately. I’ve been feeling the highs and lows a lot more recently.